sleepwriting from recollections unrememberd

the undoing of the doing in the face of a brain so intoxicated by the infection of reality eating the earthy sentiments that may have made love "love."  ======== nothing moves organically in the direction of "rational."  murder sighs, murder signs; in only a way that the murder not be a tangible manifestation of the physical act;  murder in a soul-sense.  you will not be a highway-island, only an isolated planar reflection of intersections of dead and dying.  dying, much slower, moving subtly in these strange, haunting, half-remembered dreams of recurring places in the time of (un)realtime.

the brainpain

i woke,
intact.
in the insane brain a pact
to keep the secret insane
a secret in the
PAINBRAIN
to breath and pulse
the feelings spreading in
a
frantic
CONVULS(E)
/(ion)

 

photos copyright Katelyn Roof 2012